As much as I want to be married and have children of my own, I've reached a point in my life where I'll say that I'll just finish my life alone.
I'm 48 years old. I'm beyond the time where I could actually carry a healthy baby and after watching the way "loving couples" treat each other, I'll just finish my life alone.
I can't take the scrutiny and criticism of friends and loved ones for what they don't approve of. I'll just finish my life alone.
I don't like being alone all of the time. I would enjoy coming home to someone each night and having someone there to snuggle with, but I just can't take that stress and turmoil. I'll just finish my life alone.
I won't turn anyone away should they decide they wish to be my companion, but I'm not looking anymore. It's not worth the hurt, pain and aggravation. I'll just finish my life alone.